welcome me back

hahahaha was reading my previous post due to boredom. yes and I realised I was fucking childish. ok maybe I shall blog whenever im free. yes life is  great. I love my family, my boyfriend, my clique and as well as my cigs. judge me? go ahead. haha. I bet nobody except for ruichen will be reading this. so ruichen, JUDGE ME LA LAI. ok enough of nonsense. just got into a new poly currently and I don't really like the environment although I have friends there. I still prefer my secondary school life. yes, I miss those times so much. if I could rewind the time man! I wanna spend more time w my loved ones and not poly. just hope that these 3 years will pass quickly. :( I wanna graudate!

New room!

Hellooooo! Went to Courts to shop for some new furnitures for my new room :) Cuz my current room is damn childish, is like a double decker de bed+wardrobe+drawers everything combine together kind de. Still got mini "staircase". So decided to throw that away and buy new single bed, wardrobe, studytable etc :) Only left mirror & studytable have to buy. Hehe. I can't wait for my new room :))) I brought all same colour de furnitures, dark brown :) I want to paint my room light pink. Hope it will be nice :) Or should i paint white? I dk~ It's okay~ Pink ^^ Haha. Tomorrow going to throw th double decker bed away. Gonna screw th whole room upside down tomorrow. LOL! Kk, that's all. Byebye :)



How i hope someone can know me well..

Hate this feeling.

I'm breaking down soon! So many troubles & yet i fucking can't tell anyone th whole story! Ah. How i wish blogger is a human, so i can talk to it. Sian. Nobody exactly know how depressed i'm. Nobody exactly know why i'm depressed. I told parts of my troubles to them. But there's still some which i don't know how to say. Sigh, i only can talk to myself in th mirror * Im not crazy * Okay.. I've nothing to say anymore. Byebye.

Hard to find ; Lucky to have.

These few days i kept thinking of someone who were once close to me.. I miss how we talked in rl, how we text everyday, how we had fun together. But slowly, we drifted. I miss how close we were. I still remember how you encourage me & agitating me to do better. Although sometimes we will still talk, but th feeling is not th same as last time. I remember alot of people when they drift with their closefriend most of them won't be close again. I hope we still can be close again. I guess you're still angry with me.. :( I don't know what to do.. I guess you're not reading this. But i just want to tell someone how i feel, so i've decided to tell my blog, so i blog this..

• Closefriends soon to fade away and only become a memory and a picture hanging on the wall.
• At times when I feel all alone, I think of you and my heart heads home. Memories’ path will have no end when shared with you, my wonderful friend.
• At one point in time, we’ll say our goodbyes, become adults, and live our separate lives. But sun or rain, no matter what weather, you’re always my friend, now and forever.

CIP @ Childcare!

Hi! Went to Xinghua Primary's childcare yesterday with Ruichen, Amelia, Amy & Jingming & today with Yonghui, Donovan & Yuheng! :) Omfg th children there are seriously so cute! Had fun with them! How i hope they're all my children! HAHA! There's a girl named Wanyi is seriously veryvery cute & a boy named Weikang is also supersuper cute! :))) Love them lots! <3 I want to go & visit them again soon! :( I scared i'll have no chance to do so! :((((( Yesterday whole day played games with them & today "teached" them sewing & played games with them~ P1s-P3s are so cute! :)))))) Going back to school tomorrow for math thingy & POA remedial! :( So boring! I WANT CIP :( Ok bye~